Gloom, Despair, and Agony

Okay, I don't usually start a post like this, and it has taken a while for me to get back to it. As usual I learned more about myself during this time of emotions on the loose. I got too involved in certain worldly ideas and facts and forgot to "rest in Jesus". And, of course, as it turned out it all worked out for the best. I was where I needed to be as was everyone else involved. Acting out of fear is useless. I am saying that for my benefit because I seem to forget from time to time. I was happy to apologize to those I pressured a bit and they were more than understanding. Not that this means rainbows from here forward. We will see ...